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When I first saw this, I thought it was Fanta. You know, Mao's fave drink. Only in Japan.
Anyways, as I said before, I thought it was Fanta. When I get a closer look, it wasn't it. Still bought it.
It tasted good!
Even though it is not Fanta, it still made thought of Mao and made me smile like a dork while my friends are eating lunch.
Anyways, as I said before, I thought it was Fanta. When I get a closer look, it wasn't it. Still bought it.
It tasted good!
Even though it is not Fanta, it still made thought of Mao and made me smile like a dork while my friends are eating lunch.
ate Miso Ramen on the way with my dad. I really love Miso, it is one of my favorites though my father didn't like it...
Ah, yes, turns out my one of my new professors I met today is nice...
Or she's just in a good mood...
Ah, yes, turns out my one of my new professors I met today is nice...
Or she's just in a good mood...
- Mood:
full
Just ate this cappuccino-stripped chocolate cookies. Doesn't taste good so I settled my self over a glass of coke. I really have a knack for cold drinks...
... If only there is a nearby Starbucks here, I will be chugging down a Java Chip Frap.
2nd year second sem is starting tomorrow... I don't know if I should be excited or not...
Got a haircut today...
Supposed to be like Mao-nyan's from my recent fave band, SID.
Did I get it right?
... I guess not...
Because I don't look as beautiful as Mao!
- Mood:
artistic - Music:SID- Nidome no Kanojo
I am a new fan of SID and I immediately fell in love with them (who wouldn't, right?)
I was juts wondering because I am stalking Mao's blog for a while and it is announced there that there will be a Mao's Room DX this coming Saturday afternoon( I am from the Phils. so Japan is only an hour only from us) well anyways, my question is:
do you need to be a member of Ameba to watch it live? Or is it free for all to watch it?
I visited the site earlier and it is streaming the outside of the studio. I clicked the 2nd and 3rd camera but it goes back to the original cam which is recording the outside. But I guess it is because its 2 AM in the morning over there as I write this.
So please, help. I really want to watch this!!
Yummy eh?
My mom made it. And I helped it eat it all.
It looks delicious, ne?
Hell, yeah it does...
The New Moon trailer? The better as ever. The last part? The best.
Why?
Taylor Lautner's well-built body is so distracting!
- Mood:
embarrassed
One week before classes begin... *sigh* another year of assignments, projects, and others... God, it's so boring going to school. Travelling is the worst part, with all those people with you at the same van, sleeping and nearly want to lie down on you.
Still, I have to admit I am excited. Not with the new classmates. I am just excited.
Also, since I already gave up on Takuya, new life begins. I have colored hair!!! It's copper-colored now and I have a new... love.. *blush*
Yes that is true, berrychappy-chan has a new love and all. He's name is... Tatsuya Isaka!
Yap, he's the red justiriser and Kurosaki Ichigo from the BLEACH Rock Musicals. I love him so much so BYE BYE TAKUYA!! Thanks for the memories.
That's the state I never want to experience. Also, guilt and regret.
I am really in my bad state right now, as in like in really bad state that I can barely concentrate in writing this one.
If you are BLEACH fan, well I am, you might as well know Rock Musical BLEACH too. I have watched it too many times on the net and when I had the YouTube downloader I downloaded all the videos in my laptop and watched it again and again.
I was an instant fan of the musicals! Who wouldn't? I mean, it's rarely an opportunity to see Ichigo and Renji dancing, Byakuya and Hitsugaya singing and Rukia's voice making your hairs on you neck stand up. It was really addicting.
I also have a friendster. I know it's not connected in anyways but still... Read first before commenting.
Friendster is also addicting. Back then, actually I am not in the mood to visit social networking sites as of now. In friendster, you have friends and people, sometime, those you don't know add you up and introduce herself to you which is nice because he or she has also has the same obssession you are obssessing about too.
I had friend who told me that Tatsuya Isaka has a friendster. Yes, the REAL Tatsuya Isaka. The one who played Kurosaki Ichigo in the Rock Musical BLEACH and the actor behind the Justirisers TV series' lead character.
He's a real cutie. So sweet that you can actually think you can put him in your pocket and bring him to your home.
I never believed at first. I mean, there are a lot of people in friendster who pose as popular celebrities even public officials! As addicted as I was to BLEACH, I added him up. He accepted and received my first ever comment from him. An Ichigo "Thank you for the add" comment and words from him thanking me.
I was ecstatic! The TATSUYA ISAKA ever!
I started to tell my friends and they told me that he can be possibly a fake. The information from his friendster might also be a fake. So, I tried to find evidences if he can ever speak english (because his account in friendster is english with mixed japanese). (Un)fortunately, I found one which I don't think is an evidence enough. He was speaking english witha co-star in Rock Musical BLEACH backstage videos. I half believed it because Japanese people do that all the time. Speaking random english like it was the most funniest thing in the world.
Then I decided that he might not be the real Tatsuya Isaka and I was pity the other girls who added him up, commenting and proclaiming their love to the supposed "actor". Then being as frank as I am, I sent a comment, telling him to be honest and saying that if he continues doing this, he might break dozens of hearts in friendster. And of course it will hurt. It will REALLY hurt!
Back to the future, today is May 10 Sunday, 11:21 pm in the evening. I felt like I was slapped a dozen times in the face, punched in the gut 20 time more. I found, in Anime News Network, Tatsuya Isaka's profile. In the LINKS part, there it is:
TATSUYA ISAKA'S OFFICIAL WEBSITE
... and underneath:
TATSUYA ISAKA'S FRIENDSTER.
...
...
...
WTH???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friendster?
...
Tatsuya Isaka's?
...
FRIENDSTER?!
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TOTALLY WHAT THE HELL???????!!!!!!!!!!!
He has a friendster! OMG! He has a friendster!? Now I am starting to hyperventilate like I am losing all the oxygen in the world and I feel like I just embarrased myself for telling him... to be honest... true to the lord...
OMG!!!
Anyways, I am in half panicky mode. Possibly the link must be provided by some user in Anime News Network, who is easily deceived by some... fake...
...
...
Or not.
- Location:Deepest of Hell
- Mood: ~OMG~ Deep trouble...
- Music:JAWS theme
As far as I can say, I think this is the most interesting entry I have ever written even no one reads them. I think I should promote this journal for more comments.
So, let's talk about my day, Saturday!
You all know that Saturday is the kind of day everyone sleeps in (if no one has any appointments for the day), a day of fun and to go out or even do your chores in the morning. I don't have any favorite days but in my opinion Saturday is magical, like something happens in an instant that you are not even planning on it!
So the usual Saturday has come. I woke up due to y dad's voice booming on my open door, fixed up my very messy bed, took one pillow and headed to the living room couch, lied down and sleep some more. (my dad calls it resting from sleep)
My mother is from the kitchen, and just dropped the newspaper on the dekstop computer. My dad is the first one to read, of course. Then me, because I am taking my MassComm sourse seriously. But honestly I don't read the news page just entertainment pages such as social and also, about celebreties and upcoming movies.
There is this section from the newspaper. It's for the "in" crowd section in my opinion. Mostly the columns are for teenagers. There is this one article that I read about a Tracy Borres being fried (yes, fried) by her own Alma Mater schoolmates. I read the article. The reason that she was being the talk of the Ateneo (great school) people is because of her blog entry in Facebook concerning her immersion for Theology classes in which they will go to the Aeta community and I guess to live with them or something.
She expressed her "mistakes" of being excited about the trip and it get worse. She started to tell how the people in the Aeta community never thought about family planning, even criticizing the food.
For most people, who have read her entry, it was "racist" and "disrespectful". I have a facebook account but I will ot read it for it will keep me from bashing someone. Anyways, the blog sounded like it was written by a spoiled brat who never experienced any kind of hardships because there is already a silver spoon in her mouth. I don't have anything against her but you also have to conside her inner rantings. She's not used to that kind of life.
The only mistake she made is that she is not careful of writing. Internet is accessible to anyone and anyone can read it. She also reasoned that it was "dark rumor" still consider others.
Another interesting columns I have ever read is some disturbibg videon on YouTube. Taken by my own fellowmen, the Filipinos. The videos are about people of my country cussing words for all the world to know or hear. So here's the rundown of the videos and my reactions:
1. Citibank Scandal
The most disturbing of them all. It's about a raged woman who called the Citibank call center, ranting that she can't withdraw her money from the ATM. The call center agent is so nice that I pity him then the "Angry Woman" started cussing words calling him "bobo" which means in my national language "imbecile." She never gave the poor guy a chance to explain because "Angry Woman" is demanding to connect her to Citibank America!
Citibank America?! Are you demented?!
Then she started to scream some more, torturing the poor guy and she even exclaimed that she is not a Filipino and she disregards Philippines as her country!
It's in Filipino language so you guys wouldn't understand.
Ah. The typical Filipino getting angry.
2. Alabang Scandal
"Angry Woman" is back! Well, sort of. Reviewers from Youtube are commenting that she sounds like the woman from the Citibank scandal. Anyways this onw is much better, less disturbing and scary. Unlike the first video which is a sound recording this one is a video of the Assumed "Angry Woman" at a fastfood chain, screaming her lungs out, tormenting the manager of the joint, telling the security guard to "not touch her" and making the other customers look at her like she losing her mind and took a video of her.
She even threw a plastic bag. She even shouted that to "never touch her food!".
Anyways, Assumed "Angry Woman" is suffering from a worse case of PMS.
3. LRT Scandal
LRT is the on of the two railways here in the Philippines (the other oned is MRT; No time to discuss it's routes).
The video is about a mother who was screaming at the very quiet part of the train, trying to take out the inner parts of the guy's beside hers ears. She is also cussing.
Nothing wrong with this video but watch your behavior when it comes to crowded places. Also, she sounds like any other mom who nags too much.
I recommend you all to watch the videos even you don't understand the language.
Part Two comes tomorrow. And Yes! I am aware that tomorrow is Sunday but my dad suddenly appeared telling me to go to sleep.
Good night people! See you!
Time sure flies fast...
It's midnight here where I am and I am not sleepy yet!
So sad... vacation ends so fast!
- Location:Usual
- Music:Ito Yuna- Koi wa Groovy x2
I'm kinda pissed off since it's summer and I have nothing to do to spend my entire summer of two months-of-doing-nothing-except-fun-thing
But because of the recent global recession. Yeah, the world is in poor state right now so the options I planned on doing this summer is wasted.
Yes, WASTED.
So here I am, making my stomach grow more than the usual (extreme metaphor, so not true I am still in good shape) sucking up the internet from the desktop and surfing the internet for anything interesting.
Find interesting, indeed.
Some of you guys know that I am big anime fan. Call me otaku for all I care. I am more of a SHONEN type of girl. I like guys fighting and stuff like that! You know people ripping themselves to shreds to gain the ultimate power of good or evil.
I don't usually read shojo manga. I find them too cute, too Pink, and just too girly!!!
Yet, I have this unaviodable tendency of being bored. So, I can't just hang around the house for a week waitng for a BLEACH chapter update! I need a hit to take my mind off things!
It started when I subconciously visited the website of SHOJO BEAT. Yeah, something caught my eye which entitled OTOMEN(still ongoing). The title made me curious and when I rushed off to mangafox.com (because of their wide range of manga but I still love onemanga.com more) and read it.
Curiosity killed the cat like they say. I fell hook, line, sinker!!!
Now I'm into SHOJO. I actually squealed everytime Asuka (the lead character) appears in every page! It's about a boy who is so girly, but not gay, that he can't reveal what he really is because it will destroy his whole bad boy image.
Then, came GOONG by Park So Hee. A korean manwha based on the Korean monarchy. A commoner and a prince got married because of a friendship deal between their grandparents and drama goes in and out. I finished that in three days!! THREE DAYS!! (It's still ongoing).
After all that, right now I'm into Koukou Debut(Complete). Pretty stuff. It's a manga I can definitely relate to. Also, Yoh is a dreamy and Haruna is funny.
Then, let's once again thank my curiosity because I suddenly stopped reading Koukou Debut because of my curiosity towards Kaichou wa Maid-sama! Now I am reading it and... IS IT MY IMAGINATION OR THE LEAD CHARACT
*sighs* Wow. I feel like I caught Influenza A (h1 n1)... or something worse than that...
Anyways, these summer gets interesting than my other summer vacations, honestly. As you age, things definitely change, ne?
- Location:Usual
- Mood:
Shojo Manga my new heroin - Music:tick feat. TAKUYA- All I want
When was the last time have I have felt this way? I mean, it was only a girly crush but as I cried my heart earlier this morning... I have realized..
...
I have fallen in love with him.
...
Call me crazy and stupid and little off for being in love with someone that I can never reach.
When I was in high school, I never noticed him before. Heck, I don't even bother knowing his name.
Then when the time came, I already had a girly crush on him. Only girly crush. Nothing else.
He was so cute and nice. The total opposite of me. He's a rocking song writer whether to rock song and love song. I have never heard of any guys who can be so... versatile. His voice is like velvet that no one can compare to. He's the only one.
His personality was a win too.
Some people might don't like people who are perfectionist. The reason that he was a perfectionist and doesn't want to lose in any game of life is because he doesn't want to look weak to the people he protects around. He wants to prove to them that he's not weak and will prove to them that he is deserving to be someone you can count on.
Then the day came.
I always knew this would happen. I even told myself it will be alright because I know, finally he can have the happiness he deserves.
Who am I to not wish him all the happiness in the world? He somehow deserves it , right? I'm a fan, right?
Yet, when I found out he already had someone.. I... I don't know what to do.
As I said before, he's just a girly crush... nothing more. He's so far to reach anyway.
He's in Japan and I'm here.
He's freaking 30 years old and I'm only 16.
But... I couldn't stop myself from crying. I cried like I have never cried two years ago. It was like my first heart break over again.
Who am I to cry? What the hell is he to me? What?
Then, I realized just like what my friend said, he was a part of me. I didn't know he already embedded some part of himself to me. Like I was numb through it all and he was silently making a space to my heart.
Funny, eh? I didn't know I was already in love, after all. After all those days of girly crush, I was already in love with him.
And the most saddest part is that I realized when he already belonged to someone else. When he was already in the comfort and refuge in someone's arms.
I could have done anything for you.
I could have been anyone for you.
And I cried. All the frustrations, anger, stupidity, being numb through it all... I cried it all out.
He's like the sun. I'm the moon.
Two beings that are never meant to be together. All they do in their whole lives to chase each other, wishing someday that the moon will finally reach her source of strength... light..
But still...
It will never happen. No matter what the moon will sacrifice, no matter what the moon will give for just a single moment just to be with him.. All will be just a fleeting dream...
An illusion...
I couldn't give him up. I just couldn't. It's hard to give him up.
As of this day, I realized I have two hearts.
One is for the people I love. The biggest part is for my family. The rest is divided to my friends and other people who deserves to be part of it.
But then comes my second heart.
The heart is bigger than her first one, yet it only belongs to him. Because what I feel for him cannto be shared with anyone, yet no matter how big the heart is, it cannot hold all the love I feel.
My first heart may keep me alive as a soul - but I knew I needed the second heart to live.
Yet despite all of the heart ache I feel, I couldn't stop loving him. Even though I cried a river, I couldn't stop myself from falling for him.
Despite all that crap, he was still the one I yearned for.
As I write this, I can't still accept it.
What will I do?
What can I do?
...
NOTHING.
...
I have done nothing at all. Not a single thing.
So, even you are already hers, I just wanted to say something.
I love you.
I love you with all my heart.
We may have never met or if I might get lucky, we'll pass by each other, I love you.
I may never get the chance to see you, I love you.
I really, really love you...
and..
...
I can't stop loving you.
I will never stop loving you.
- Mood:
I love him.. - Music:Koishikute
Credit to the one who made this video. I got it at IchiRuki FCBA.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKaqnPmMe
Well, Rukia looks so scary, Ichigo looked like he can't take no more, Byakuya Nii-sama to the rescue, Ichigo stabbed Rukia, Ichigo-Rukia HUG, Byakuya sees it all, Rukia cried as the two children died is equals to
=
DRAMA!!
It's really an awesome movie!!
- Location:My room!! again..
- Mood:
Hug me, Ichigo! - Music:Something from Panic! at the Disco
Okaaay... It's Saturday night. December 13, 2008. Today is the the third BLEACH movie's premiere and this morning and evening, I'm actually kinda sad since I'm going to wait for a year to watch it. But I know that somewhere in his world is a good soul who will translate when the right time comes and before year 2009 ends.
Well, anyways, I'm here to show you guys the possible reasons that might cause my death...
Pamphlet Cover
Drawn by Shishou himself
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The hug..
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Kubo himself stated that he doesn't plan to make BLEACH a romance story.. On the next interview when he wa asked if he's going to make Ichigo and Rukia a couple he answered he's not going to confirm nor deny it...
So what now Kubo?
You are part of the movie planners right? You created this so you actually agreed on whatever will happen in th movie..
As I write this post, IchiRuki FCBA has 27 members online and 72 guests. So...
...hmm... well, I'm a basher no more... and I kinda pity the "other side"... You know.. the "other" shippers of the opposite pairing...
...
...
....
Well, WHAT THE HECK!! AT LEAST, I'M HAVING FUN!!
YAY, FOR ICHIRUKI!!
Oh, yeah I completely forgot.Credits to MelodyMix and Sketchbaka for their tremendous effort of providing us IchiRuki goods!
- Location:my room!
- Mood:
It's a hug.. - Music:Koyoi Tsuki ga Mienaitomo
Pero bibihira mo lang ako maririnig ng may sinasabi na may sense... pag alam ko na seryosong usapan, seryoso ako.. palagi man akong nakangiti, pero hindi mo alam, marami ng pumapasok sa isipan ko kung ano ang sasabihin ko, good or bad, prangka o hindi..
So, bakit nga ba MassComm? Hindi Nursing, enginerring, architecture.. etc...?
1. Lahat ng ka-batch ko ganun e.. no offense... para maiba naman...
2. kasi gusto ko...
3. hindi naman IKAW ang mag-aaral..
4. Gusto kong marinig ako ng tao... kung anong ibig-sabihin ko... at kung ano ang pananaw ko...
Artist ako.. may karapatan ako na magsalita, at gamit ang mga salita ko.. babaguhin ko ang mundo... AGENTS OF CHANGE nga daw di ba?! Ms. Paredes, you rock!
Agent of change... lahat naman di ba? kaso ang problema, tinatamad.. go with the flow na lang.. bahala na si batman...
MassComm students.. hindi lang kami broadcasters, editor ng dyaryo...
Nag-iingay kami kasi may gusto kaming sabihin... at balang araw, papakinggan din ako ng tao. Mumulatin ko ang mga mata nila. Kasi sa akin, ang MassComm people, sa kanila nanggagaling ang katotohanan...
Sa MassComm walang lokohan, walang sinungaling.. kasi kung ganun.. e paano na? Ano na ang mangyayari?
Maingay ako pero may sense... pero Ikaw? may sense ba?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4yay_lVF
Yay! Another FTB CM! That wa unexpected. I didn't know that there is one that was released!
Anyways, it's not yet translated but... here's what Ichigo-kun said:
Ichigo: Don't go Rukia!!
Ichigo: I don't care if you don't remember me but I'll protect you
Damn it, Ichigo?! How much do you really love Rukia?! Can you just come out and be clean about it?!
As you watch the CM, there's the theme song which is sung by Prono Grafitti, written especially for the movie, which is entitled, Tonight, even though we cannot see the moon.
Finally, an IchiRuki fight. I nearly cried as I watched it! You see, IchiRuki love is really inevitable. And look at Ichigo! Even though Rukia doesn't remember him, he will still protect her.
- Location:DreamLand with Ichigo and Rukia
- Mood: yay for IchiRuki
- Music:Tonight, even thought we cannot see the moon by: Porno Grafitti
Finally, I'm updating! Sem break is a few days away and finals exam is... next week?!
Anyways, what's my point of updating my journal instead of studying and making my assignments for Tuesday?
I can't concentrate! Because of Kubo's interview in SHONEN JUMP!
That guy sure can give one hell of an answer to a question.
SJ: Are you planning on making Ichigo and Rukia a couple?
KT: I'm not going to confirm nor deny that. (laughs)
I just don't quite understand him! I don't blame him. If says Ichigo and Rukia CAN be a couple, he'll be a spoiler and fans will hate him. And I will too!
And we are two months away from the third BLEACH movie which will be hitting the cinemas on December 13. So, if anyone is going to Japan on December... PLEASE I BEG OF YOU! TAKE ME WITH YOU! I'M N
Right now, I'm thinking of things to do this coming sem break. A lot of my friends invited to go malling with them. Some asked me to go cut my hair with them at a _______ parlor (word is forbidden). Some told me to go and watch a movie with them.
But my inner hollow told me to stay at home and spend the rest of my sem break, fangirling IchiRuki and die of happiness and bliss...
- Location:In my dreams
- Mood: loved
- Music:51% by UVERworld
IchiRuki is always there. Inspiring me all the time.
Just like now. I just saw the trailer of the third movie.
"RUKIA!!!"
Wow, Kurosaki Ichigo. Since when did you started screaming Rukia's name like that? And the trailer like reminisces Ichigo's memories of Rukia because in the movie, Rukia forgets everything about Ichigo and vanishes out of thin air.
Wow.
Second. The kick-ass SHONEN JUMP spread! Sexy IchiRuki and they also included a sexy Ichigo solo picture! Wow. Even though the manga doesn't shown Ichigo kicking Ulquiorra's ass, well, my week is complete with IchiRuki goodness.
Wow.
And I don't know how the hell UVERworld's songs FITS the IchiRuki situation. Just like the third movie. Their new single, Koishikute, is about a love that is forgotten and it mentions lyrics like this: "I keep calling your name."
So I know the third BLEACH movie title: Gekijouban BLEACH: Fade to BLACK Call Out Your Name, and it kinda bothers me even in the SS arc of Soul Society. The second oepening was sung by the same band and D'technoLife is about protecting someone who is importan to you.
It makes me wonder:
Does IchiRuki inspire UVERworld's songs? Or do Ichigo and Rukia's relationship inspire the lead singer, TAKUYA, to write such amazing lyrics?
Once again, deathberry says: "Wow."
P.S. Seems like this week, deathberry is speechless and her tagline is: "Wow." with a dumb expression.
- Location:Cupboard under the Stairs
- Mood:
my issues~ - Music:Koishikute by UVERworld
I'm so sorry, my dear blog, that I haven't been updating for a while. I had a lot of school projects, college midterms and other school activities.
Last August 12, I celebrated my two-year anniversary with BLEACH. For two years I've been a fan, an IchiRuki fan, buying merchandises and all that stuff. Actually, I considered I was the one that made Tite Kubo rich as hell.
So KUBO! GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY!
I'm only joking. I never regretted anything when it comes to BLEACH. For the celebration, I bought a BLEACH cellphone strap for my phone. It has Ichigo and Rukia in it! And also a Death Note.
I know Death Note never had a cameo appearance in BLEACh but it will do good for the bad guys at school... hehehe... Too bad I can't bear to write on it...
Also, UVERworld is making money once again! They will sing the opening song for the new GUNDAM series, GUNDAM 00. The song title is so long and hard to pronounce so... let's just keep that.
What other news... hmm...
Well, I'm the event leader/team captain of CHESS for the Intrams of my school. I play chess, yes. But very good at playing it? BIG, FAT NO!
I'm happy with it anyway. Because our prof said, we shouldn't take it seriously. It was just intrams but we should try to win, of course!
FOR THE GLORY OF BLUE TEAM!
GO BLUE TEAM!!!!!
- Location:Hueco Mundo (nice)
- Mood:
whoopsy-doo~ - Music:Chain by Back On
